Dearest Mama,

I see the profound depth of pain you're carrying. The ache in your chest that feels like a physical hole. The emptiness in your arms that no amount of time seems to fill. The bone-deep exhaustion that leaves you wondering how you can keep breathing when part of your soul feels missing.

You've probably been told this is "just grief" - something to work through, to get over, to somehow move beyond. But your heart knows the truth: this isn't ordinary sadness. This is a sacred wound, a spiritual rupture that occurred when death seemed to tear apart what was meant to be an eternal bond.

Multidimensional Mama is a sacred space for you where:

  • Your profound pain is fully seen and understood
  • The eternal nature of your bond is honored and supported
  • Your continuing connection with your child is validated
  • Your spiritual experiences are recognized as real
  • Your path toward healing is gently illuminated

I share:

  • Deep wisdom about the spiritual nature of maternal grief
  • Understanding of why traditional support falls short
  • Guidance for working with dream visits and signs
  • Sacred practices for maintaining eternal connection
  • Gentle exercises for healing your spiritual wound

This is a sanctuary for your sacred grief, a community of understanding hearts, and a pathway toward transforming your profound loss into a different kind of relationship with your child.

Join our circle of healing mothers and receive:

  • Weekly in-depth letters speaking directly to your experience
  • Sacred practices for working with dreams and spiritual connection
  • Supportive exercises for healing your spiritual wound
  • A community that truly understands your journey

Your grief is holy. Your love is eternal. Your child's spirit remains connected to yours. Let me help you understand how to carry this sacred loss while maintaining and growing your eternal bond in new and beautiful ways.

With deep understanding and witness to your journey,

Ning

About Ning

I am Ning and I am so glad you found me!

I am a spiritual healer and dream guide who helps bereaved mothers heal the profound spiritual wound created by child loss. While traditional grief counseling approaches grief as primarily emotional or psychological, my pioneering Soul Reunion Method works directly with the actual spiritual injury that occurs when death disrupts the eternal bond between mother and child.

Drawing from seven years of training under world-renowned spiritual healer Ron Young, over 12 years of Tibetan dream yoga practice, and African mourning rituals from my country of origin Cameroon, I addresses the deeper spiritual dimensions of loss that conventional grief support cannot reach.

My understanding of grief's spiritual anatomy deepened profoundly after losing my mother in 2018, leading to over 200 visitation dreams that validated the reality of continuing bonds beyond physical death.

As both a mathematician (BSc, UCLA) and published poet ("Death Song in Green: Poems on Grief"), with a Master's in Spiritual Psychology from Columbia University, I bring an unusual blend of analytical precision and artistic sensitivity to her work, helping mothers transform their grief into an evolving relationship with their children through dreams and spiritual connection.

You can read my story here.